I Broke My Promise Again

I broke my promise again , i promise jor myself tat i will forget u bt i broke it...i'm useless
I hate myself...Y i let myself suffer again??? Y am I so stupid??? I hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!

I will forget u

I'm tryin very hard to forget u...I will forget u
U will b delete by me...bt nt totally
U treat me as ur dog ,nope i'm nt even a dog for u
U treat me as a dog i will treat u as a killer juz like yuen says
I WILL FORGET U!!!!!!!!!!!

SADNESS

I hate my life....
I hate my holidays...
I hate myself...
I hate u...
I hate the world...
I hate my family...
I WAN TO DIE...
It meaningless for me to continue my life...
I'm meaningless to ppl...
No one love me...
No ppl care of me...
No one knw I'm suffering for my life...
No one knws tat I'm sad...
No one knws my pretending happy in front of ppl...
Everyone thought I'm a happy guy without sad...
Everyone thought I'm a doll...
Everyone juz knw how to tease me...
Everyone juz knw how to scold me...
Everyone juz knw how bully me...
Everyone juz knw how to tell me to do this n do tat...
I'm helping everyone when they need hlp...
Bt no one hlp me whn i ned hlp...
All i wan is juz a simple thing n u all cn't giv me...
I WAN TO END MY LIFE NW!!!!!!