KInda Boring

Saturday,29 may 2010,11.29a.m.

Kinda boring day...

It was my dad's birthday(means today la)
bt v r nt going to celebrte it....
sad
at home on9...reli boring...
yesterday saw him...
bt i was juz too shy to talk to him....
TT^TT.....
so kesal nw....

爱

被人爱的感觉好不自在....但爱一个人的时候好辛苦哦....爱一个人又不敢讲给那一个你爱的人听....但是又好想跟他讲...好辛苦哦

I broke my own record....

On Sunday I broke two of my records which :-

-Sleep untill 2 in the afternoon
-Sleep at 4.20 in the morning

Can't believe.....tat i can brko my own record......haha

Many things Happen

Many things happen nwadays....

suddenly one of my relatives hav gone sick until needa go in icu....
then my grandmother n grandfather needa go travel bt my realative gone sick n make them mayb can't go...then they now not song....
then my healthy like bcome worst back....

Y SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN??????

Sadness

Yesterday got many things happen....
I make one of my best fren in my class angry of me....
she now dun choi....
I knw tat I hav do wrong already bt it's too late.....

Then They all gt secret dun want to let me knw,nvm but if u dun want tell me urs secret plz dun let me knw....i will feel sad....
Nowadays I bcome not very important to them already....
i'm juz like a ppl who can't see by ppl....
Everytime i'm sad....no one will cheer me up....
I think no one will knw tat i'm sad.....*tearsing*
Everytime the ppl who cheer me up juz left my bro only....
They thought i'm happy everyday ....
They thought I wun sad one bt they r wrong.....

I want frenz tat can cheeer up for me when i'm sad....
I want frenz tat cn care of me......

Non of my fren care of me when i'm sad startiing from this year.....
I felt tat i'm not there (in their heart)
There is no such place for me.....
No one care of me......

WAD IS THE MEANING FOR ME TO CONTINUE LIVING????

Juz now saw tat my best fren say tat "i hate u"
I already knw who is tat....IT's me........
I wanna change place.....
I dun wan to sit wif her...
I knw she hate me n she dun want to sit wif me.....so better I change place.......
Starting from ytd ....my life begin sucks.....my life begin no meaning....

I WAN TO END MY LIFE..........

Tiredness

tired nowadays,need to do folio&homework...
then need to go tuition &art class...
tired la...
then later on got examination...
need to memorize those thing such like sejarah,geogarfi,science,formula of how to solve problems of maths and bla bla bla...
I hope that i can fell sick so that i can rest....
even though juz for a few days...

tired nowadays