life = ?

Life is what?

According to the dictionary it means the condition that ditinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction and the power of adaption to environment through changes originating internally.

Seriously, I don't really know what it means. GOSH! xD

BTW, for me, life is just a play. Example: after a problem is solved later on other problems is searching for you to solve. just like the play. isn't it?

Actually life is full of joyness. Is just that you want to live joyfully or emo. When i'm smaller i prefer to live like very emo but now i'm trying my best to live joyfully even i have no best friend or real friend around. Having friends that can chit chat with is ok (now) but not when i'm grown up. kekekeke.

LONER

seems like no one view my blog. that's why i said i'm a loner. A loner without friends. no bestie no real friend. One is one and all alone. :(

After all I realize my life is just like a rubbish

My life is just like a rubbish. My friendship is the weirdest. True friend becoming normal friend. Today only I realize. My so-called-ex-best-friend came back today and when my so-called-best-friend which actually not that close dump me when she saw her and chat with her. I'm full of anger and pull my friend to leave the field. seeing their faces really irritates me a lot. I wonder why I have such friend. I have a lot of friends but non of them is a true friend of mine. Even a junior see that i'm kind of angry. she asked me whether is it i'm angry. I answered her nope but actually I AM! Tuesday I'll eat my things as fast as possible and leave them to library. :(