After all I realize my life is just like a rubbish

My life is just like a rubbish. My friendship is the weirdest. True friend becoming normal friend. Today only I realize. My so-called-ex-best-friend came back today and when my so-called-best-friend which actually not that close dump me when she saw her and chat with her. I'm full of anger and pull my friend to leave the field. seeing their faces really irritates me a lot. I wonder why I have such friend. I have a lot of friends but non of them is a true friend of mine. Even a junior see that i'm kind of angry. she asked me whether is it i'm angry. I answered her nope but actually I AM! Tuesday I'll eat my things as fast as possible and leave them to library. :(