My Emotional day

It has been so long I haven't been so down. I have be happy all the time but today everything just went upside down. It's totally a mess. It's very exhausting to keep the spirit to continue my talent-less art. Today I'm really exhausted. What should I do? No one ever understand me. Today I'm emotional. Things happen in too sudden until I can't accept it. Feel like just wanna end this life.